Keith, you are, and have been an artist all your life. You could create magnificent pictures with a Box Brownie.
You and I both worked with Hasselblads for many years: I, fairly consistently, churned out commercial photographs where you, admittedly in other fields, produced works of beauty. The difference lies between our ears. That’s the reason the photographic world has always been divided, and that there are horses for courses.
Now I feel depressed. ;-)