Well, that's clearly enough to justify your own "amateur" photography.
;-)
It's also why I have lost any enthusiasm for sunshine photos.
Looking back on the career, such as it was, I realised even at the time that much of the desire was beyond photography, but closer to a love of travel. By the time I was sixteen I'd lived in four very different countries; travel held no fears at all and certainly little sense of it being unusual for the period, though I was soon to discover, on finally returning to the UK, that it was not the normal life at all.
There were quiet periods of my pro life where I'd look up at a passing jet and feel almost physically ill for lack of somewhere definite to go. I guess that's partly why I dedicated so much time to fixing foreign shoots, even though they were not always essential for the gig. Except for a brief period of a few months, I always had my own studio; I gave up the first one because travel shoots had replaced studio work that had practically died. Of course, soon after having none, that paper roll work came back, and so we built a studio at home.
Yet, it, too, became little but another room to add to the house description when we decided to pack it up and move to Spain. That was '81. I soon discovered that other, larger, and GP studios in Glasgow had closed the doors for one last time. So much for being GP providing safety. And come digital, ditto the several E6 labs. It was a helluva tough time for commercial photography during the later part of the 80s. I have no idea about later, for I stopped having either personal interest or contact.
Occasionally, I Google knitwear manufacturers in Scotland, and most of the famous brands, insofar as being up in Scotland anymore, have turned into dust and specialised memory. Yet, there are still new photographers listed; what in hell do they find to do besides hatches, matches and despatches?
But hey, though I write that colour doesn't excite me, don't lose sight of the fact that one of my favourite photographers of all time is Hans Feurer, master of colour and simplification within the commercial zone. As with many things, it depends on the application. I love his colour.
Rob