1. You sound jaded, as if (very understandably) the art-world makes you squeamish, but I still think that's the marketplace and American culture talking. As a lifetime professional artist I have learned to try and ignore all that static and concentrate on the artwork itself. Amateurs may pretend not to be artists when they make art. Professionals can't do that, but why should we? It's a profession to be proud of, if you make good work. I don't think it matters what kind of artist you call yourself; it is the art you produce that matters. If I understand you correctly, it sounds like you are saying that this kind of self-consciousness gets in the way of seeing and understanding. If that is what you mean, then I agree with you.
2. I also don't understand your apparent problem with learning from books. What you mean by "instinct" needs clarification, but I can't agree that knowledge, such as history or geography, can't play a role in deep appreciation of art. Perhaps that is not what you meant. I am only 60, but I read a lot still. I do find that a well-researched book is often a better use of my time than wandering around on the internet, but there are also good sources on the web.
3. What goes into making art does not have to be valued in relation to other people's opinions of that art. In fact, when an artist starts thinking too much about what other people believe this can get in the way of producing good work. This is a paradox that artists need to address squarely: Art is communication, so it does matter what people make of your work, but if you worry too much about the how much the audience understands you, you run the risk of watering down your message and weakening the work. One way to address this constant problem is to make work that resonates on multiple levels. Even music works this way. Most people will respond viscerally to music, loving some music, disliking other music, but musicians with a knowledge of music theory, and history, and the nuances of performance, will appreciate the same music on additional levels, and will have an even richer experience. Music is a powerful direct line to the emotions, but it is also an exquisite branch of mathematics.
In practice this business of making work that resonates on multiple levels is tricky. If the work is too pat and ordinary in it's approach then people my be stopped at this surface level and never bother to investigate any deeper levels that may exist in the work. On the other hand, a work that is too outlandish may also stop people at the surface. These considerations are a bigger problem for people like myself who make work in the field of Public Art, since we are literally making the work for everybody. We don't have the luxury of selling to small group of elites through a gallery that understands their tastes already. Still, I think these considerations apply to any artwork. My favorite photos show a mingling of mystery and familiarity. They are both attractive and puzzling. They make me want to keep looking at them, and thinking about them. (4) Best of all are images (or poems or songs or stories or paintings or buildings or gardens or whatever) that I can come back to again and again over the years and keep finding new things in them, new ways to relate to them.
1. Yes, I do sound jaded because I pretty much think that I am. I can't subscribe to the idea of people thinking themselves artists simply because they make pictures with a camera; so does a speed trap. And amongst those of us who do make pictures and consider ourselves to be some kind of artist, not everything we do meets even that less than critical standard. It's in the work, not the maker: I can't presently remember who said this, I think it was Jeanloup Sieff, but in essence: there are no artists, only art. Which I take to mean that some of what one does in photography may be art but a lot is not.
I cut my teeth in an industrial photo-unit within a huge engineering company that produces jet engines. The aim of the work was to make images that were as close as dammit to looking at metal. That was a skill, but hardly an art. If there was an art, it lay in the printing where a lot of hand manipulation was almost always necessary. I do the same manipulation today, almost sixty years later, but via a computer, and for me, that's hardly even skill because you can keep messing on and on, bit by bit, like a crossword, until you get it "right" once, and then it's done, and forever after you just churn 'em out on demand. There was both a little art and a lot of skill in hand-printing thirty or so 8 x 10s in a single run at the dish, all at the one time, and have them look identical. And then run another set exactly the same, perhaps a week or a month later.
And yes, I did mean that self-consciousness gets in the way, we agree. But because photography is a reasonable profession for an increasingly shrinking group of people doesn't give it any intrinsic value of its own. Come to think of it, it lost its glamour years ago, but working within certain branches had once been the same as being a rock star. In my case, I can't really pretend it was a career choice at all: it was a burning desire over which rational argument held no sway. I never wanted to be an industrial photographer at all, and when I could go solo I set out to become a fashion photographer in a city where fashion - if you could think of it as such, there and at that time - was done by general studios shooting whisky bottles one day and factory installations the next. I think I became the sort of local go-to fashion guy because I found myself standing in the drizzle on a church step awaiting the arrival of the poor bride, who looked about as miserable as I felt. It was my Damascene moment: I remember clearly thinking of my then hero David Bailey, my own age, driving past in his Rolls, slowing down and smiling at me in my misery. I swore there and then I would never do another wedding again, and if the fashion didn't happen I'd quit. That was was in '66. Fortunately, it came through. But it was oh so close to being the end of the game for this guy.
2. That one's easy: I feel unable to retain stuff that I read today. I put it down to age and fading ability to remember detail from such a huge overload of information, good or poor, as the Internet and everything else offers. My poor dome is already just too full of waste I can't dump.
When I was young, I read all that I could find on art, I used to visit art galleries, buy postcards and try to make my own versions of the paintings. I read what I could about photographers (note: photographers, not photography beyond the basic how to process a film) and even late into my fifties I was very aware of who was shooting which calendar with which models and where: I was in the same business and such knowledge was vital. Today, long retired, I neither see many such productions nor are many of the same ones still going strong. So much changed, from money in advertising, how it was shared out and the disaster that political correctness was to become for hundreds of snappers as well as for as many - if not many more - models. Within the world of art, and for convenience I shall include photography here, my interest is strongly focussed on the person and the style of the work is usually already familiar, or the interest in the person wouldn't exist. I enjoy interviews with photographers but have less interest in hearing about how they do what they do. (It doesn't matter: what matters is what they have to show, so I think we agree there too.) I really want to know more about their battles, the challenges they had to overcome. Cameras, lenses, they are all the same except for the brand names - that's of no interest to me.
3. I'm not so sure I feel totally happy about "art is communication," but it certainly often is. This is seldom better used than in road and similar signs and symbols; airports do it well on an internationally understood manner; great work! Photographs? Paintings? As I say, I'm not so sure. In my amateur status today I really don't intend to
communicate anything; I try to
recognize something there within the thing that draws me to photograph it. I have no way of making a third part understand what drew me - if I really know myself - without resorting to lengthy captions, and so it doesn't form part of my motivation. That said, I do respond to pictures that somebody else makes that ring bells within me: it's the ready-made version of doing it for myself. As you wrote about reactions to music, it's visceral, and, I'd add, hardly cerebral when it's applied to photography.
4. Favourite pictures of mine - my own or by others - don't do much of that. I just see great graphics and something, sometimes, somewhere within that I think beautiful. I can't confess to thinking deeply about meaning bcause I feel that's pointless, for whatever I may try to read or load into a picture is just my own attempt at second-guessing the author. Which usually displeases me when folks indulge in that exercise. I believe we experience, when we experience anything from an artwork, emotion and not meaning which, of course is specific and, if not, largely imaginary and thus a little masturbatory mind game of our own.
Of course, for anybody else, a totally different persective is unavoidable. I'm just the product of my own genes and experiences.
Rob C