"that it would not be a career on my terms" - Hjulenissen
That is pretty profound!
Are you really Santa Claus?
An artist is someone who produces things that people don't need to have but that he - for some reason - thinks it would be a good idea to give them. ~Andy Warhol
Near my old house in Lahaina along the beach, a very small stream emerged from hiding beneath the Naupaka bushes and hurried the short distance to the shore and rejoined the great Pacific ocean.
It came to be a location which delighted me, when other locations of delight seems far away and unreachable, I would visit the stream often at various times of the day.
In this small world there was constant change and dissimilar routine. Rough canyons were carved and then smoothed by the waves at high tide, shiny pebbles would be exposed and then hidden, swift water played into shapes creating vertebrae to anchor all manor of anatomies. Natural light worked in silver, pewter, copper, gold as the height of the sun and the clouds dictated. There was joy in the Macro and the wide angle, the vertical and the horizontal.
It was not an obsession or a particularly profound reason that drew me back to the stream, I was happy to feel the sand beneath my feet, or the feel the cool stream water circle around them. In these times there was just the stop of the shutter, the feel of my hand on the camera, the light, the stream, and the movement of the lens that mattered.
One day while I was working at the stream, a very old Hawaiian lady came near and stopped a distance from me. She said to me "I see you here a lot, What are you doing?" I replied; I am taking pictures, I like this spot" She asked me then; "Do you know what that stream is?" I answered something along the lines of no, I did not know. "That is the King's stream" she said, "That stream was the only constant source of water for the entire ancient Hawaiian village of Lahaina, it was because of that stream that the village could even survive, and nobody could do anything in that stream without the King's permission, because to harm it in any way, could endanger to whole village."
He explanation led me to tell her a bit more about what I was doing, why I liked it, and what I thought was interesting about it. She listened to me silently nodding a few times. She then showed me some rocks that she had collected on the beach, which had Olivine embedded in them and explained to me how to remove the gem from the lava without destroying the gem. We then said goodbyes, and I moved to get back to shooting and she moved away, she stopped again and looked at me then she said; "Well I hope you find your gems, I don't think the king would mind either"