I do respect the artistic process, Alain, and I know it can be strange. If you wanted to call it catgut, or vodka, so be it. My process includes any number of peculiar rituals.
There is a distinction between the words we use to think with, where we all use a private vocabulary, and words we use to communicate with others. I am happy to stipulate that I didn't understand how you were using the word in your piece. I see now that it is more private vocabulary, to guide internal thought, than it is external.
That clarifies things. Thank you.