It was more about your comment about a reunion in the next stage. I, unfortunately, have had to deal/still dealing with suicide. I lost my wife to it, my daughter, her mom. As you said, the doubt about not doing enough, the wonder of why someone does it is not something that easily goes away. Somehow I don't think it ever will. The answer will never be known.
As far as seeing/hearing something that makes you sad, I don't think that's depression, that's just human nature. Depression is something on a whole different level I think. It's something that consumes you every minute of every day. I've felt that before in my life but I fought my way through it and ending it all was not something I ever thought about. I'm not sure how bad it has to be for someone to kill themselves but it isn't the answer. There is help out there.
On a lighter note, happy birthday Rob.
Thanks for the good wishes, Ed; you have a PM in your box.