Perhaps the point is one needs a point to even consider getting the camera out of the cupboard. I can't remember the last time I got a camera out of the cupboard just-in-case.
;-)
I think you have got close to it (the point) :-) and that it's my current lack of motivation that is the basic problem - perhaps. It's not lack of local opportunity or even of vision, because I know perfectly well that I can just go out and shoot
something and it will probably work more or less to my satisfaction; the thing is, that's exactly what I have been doing ever since retirement, and it no longer thrills me one iota.
If I didn't keep looking at Peter Lindbergh videos I'm kinda convinced this wouldn't be where I am today. but hey, why deny to myself where my interest really resides, just because it's now way out of the stadium? As I have said before, the rest, to me, is just substitute. Sometimes, as now, it doesn't seem worth the physical effort. I can't imagine anyone just shooting away for the sake of just shooting away. I suppose I've been through my Leiter-influence period and I'm buggered if there's another genre out there that strikes me worth the bother of investigating via the camera.
No, I hope never to make another cellphone snap unless for uses such as showing some shop what I need; it's often more simple than words.
Neither will another camera solve the problem, obviously enough, because it has nothing to do with hardware.
:-(