Keef,
You need a holiday from the Internet and matters camera!
You are perfectly happy and fulfilled with what you have!
Repeat that line one hundred times into your mirror of choice and you will be a lot better off both spiritually and in the wallet! Trust me, at around repetition number eighty -or thereabouts - you will see a happy smile beging to appear.
Was a period, measured in years, when I both wanted to, but hated walking through the marina. Hated because of what I was never going to have, but now that's all changed to blessed relief that the associated problems are never going to be mine either! Okay, at a push, a camera won't break the bank, but the moral holds!
(Anyway, I want to handle that Leica when you do make it out here!)
;-)
Rob