I've not read every post in this thread so, please forgive me if I'm doubling up on a previous suggestion. Your clearly interested in audio recording and the negative critique you've received says more, perhaps, about the critics than your skills or dedication to the craft. So, what about recording other sounds. Wildlife for example. There are a gazillion bird photographers (I'm one) but, in all my birding expeditions, I've only ever come across one sound recordist. I spent a fascinating half hour with him and learned quite a bit. I hasten to add that I've no other experience in the audio field but imagine there are forums somewhere on the net where you can discuss equipment, locations, etc. and get feedback about your work. There are too almost unlimited opportunities to learn about `performers' and `performances' and I think you'd be most unlikely to encounter the kind of negative criticism you've previously experienced. Oh! and if you should decide to go that way. Take a camera and post some images. Good luck!